Asking For Help

One of my many flaws is that I am absolutely crap at asking for help. I am not sure where it was programmed into me that I must be the end all be all at everything all the time... but I sure stink at it! This surely MUST be some sort of experiment aliens are conducting to see just how much self-loathing on can handle! One thing I have repeatedly learned in my life is that we cannot do it all alone no matter how much pressure we put on ourselves to do it. We are social creatures. As such we are meant to live in a community where jobs are divvied and people help eachother. What's wrong with that? The most humorous part of my insane Superwoman Syndrome is that I feel most useful and honored when people ask ME to help them! So why on earth do I feel like I am burdoning people when I ask for the slightest thing? Talk amongst yourselves... And when you get done I'm going to start by asking you to help me write this book, dang it!